Post by shanomacbry on Nov 17, 2009 9:14:12 GMT -5
Well... I know I f*cked up. Again. And the only excuse I have is that I've spent the past two weeks doing almost nothing but cleaning all the rooms in our house. I think it may have to do with my OCD, but I'm not for sure, but I can most certainly say the place needed it. I haven't gotten on the computer, haven't gone to group meetings, and haven't even barely eaten except for the occasional snack just to keep me from getting too hungry. I've actually went from 247 to 211 due to not eating very much. And I'm still not trying to say this is an excuse, so if I'm kicked out, I completely understand, I just thought I should say what I have been doing with my time, atleast, just in case it makes a difference.
I've scrubbed the bathroom, cleaned the floors, uncluttered my room, my mom's desk, my desk, our entertainment center, thrown away about three or four full bags of crap we don't need [probably never did], and after all of that, it looks alot better, but I still need to work on the filing cabinet, our cd and dvd collection, dusting, vacumming, and getting my mom and godmom to do a little bit of help for me. But all in all, our house is looking a HELL of alot better than it did before. But as far as you guys are concerned, and especially Scythe and Vlad, I know that probably doesn't mean much of anything.
So, again, if this is it, I want to apologize, but doing this was very important to me, OCD or not, and I knew that if I got on here I probably wouldn't be able to pull myself away. Hell, when I was cleaning, my mom, godmom, and girlfriend could barely even convince me to take a break from that stuff, hence my weight loss. I was thinking though, that if I am allowed to stay, I know I'll have to take some punishment, so I was thinking that I could have Mac be a jobber character for the rest of the year?
I'd let Deas go and do his own thing, as he's atleast been consistent with his work, and I'd have Mac, Kidd, and Krys rebrand the mWo as a jobber stable, that was nothing more than a joke. Well... more of a joke than they already were. If this is ok, then I'll be ok with losing as many matches as is needed to make up for not roleplaying for the past two shows. I don't want to screw this up all the way... but if it's too late, then it's too late. It'd be probably be a good lesson for me...
And hi, Jon.
I've scrubbed the bathroom, cleaned the floors, uncluttered my room, my mom's desk, my desk, our entertainment center, thrown away about three or four full bags of crap we don't need [probably never did], and after all of that, it looks alot better, but I still need to work on the filing cabinet, our cd and dvd collection, dusting, vacumming, and getting my mom and godmom to do a little bit of help for me. But all in all, our house is looking a HELL of alot better than it did before. But as far as you guys are concerned, and especially Scythe and Vlad, I know that probably doesn't mean much of anything.
So, again, if this is it, I want to apologize, but doing this was very important to me, OCD or not, and I knew that if I got on here I probably wouldn't be able to pull myself away. Hell, when I was cleaning, my mom, godmom, and girlfriend could barely even convince me to take a break from that stuff, hence my weight loss. I was thinking though, that if I am allowed to stay, I know I'll have to take some punishment, so I was thinking that I could have Mac be a jobber character for the rest of the year?
I'd let Deas go and do his own thing, as he's atleast been consistent with his work, and I'd have Mac, Kidd, and Krys rebrand the mWo as a jobber stable, that was nothing more than a joke. Well... more of a joke than they already were. If this is ok, then I'll be ok with losing as many matches as is needed to make up for not roleplaying for the past two shows. I don't want to screw this up all the way... but if it's too late, then it's too late. It'd be probably be a good lesson for me...
And hi, Jon.
